What shold i do ???

I feel frustrated & in despair. Depressed even…….. I got a job, which is nice to pay the rent, but it’s not to give satisfaction .after struggling almost more than 6 months I got this job and when I was joining I was so happy but Work depressed me. It sucks the color out of the world. It makes me melancholic. During this span of time I tried to do the things what I want but I couldn’t. i tried to do all that thing what I want, but even after doing this all I am not happy. The point is, work sucks. It’s pointless. It brings me down. It makes life seem meaningless. Office to home, work and only work……!!!!!!!!Every one other than me is happy in this world .may be its just my thinking but it’s true. Whether I am Dog…..?????

I need a job which is made for me. I won’t be happy unless i get that. All I want is to express myself in real world. To feel joy, happiness…….. My current work doesn’t excite me. I dread it. I feel like vomiting when I go, and it permeates my life, my non work days, my off days even!!!!!!!

How do I deal with the sorrow filled work life, and still maintain my sanity here!!!!!!

I just want one day, where i wake up, and i see in my inbox an e-mail from a dream job asking me to be a part of it or something. I need that.

What to say about thisssss

I heartily greet 120 Crore Indians on the 64th anniversary of our independence…..Before this I would like to thank from bottom of my heart to the All Auto Drivers from Bangalore who let me fill that Boss today is Independence Day, otherwise in this Bangalore for All IT fucker it was just a holiday nothing else!!!!!!!! Wait Boss here in B’lore many offers going on All Shop,,,,, I was standing almost 200mtr from Koramangala Police station near one BAR……” Buy 3 Kingfisher Get one Free” Hurry up!!! All wine shops open with Independence Day offer price. …Wait one of my Friend got SMS from a BAR regarding “we have Happy Hours from11-08” oh its great man Come we will go, this was the first word said by All IT Dogs!!!!!! I was actually searching someplace where people celebrate Independence Day flag hosting and all....!!!! Suddenly my heart told to me where are you going man, this is B’lore (electronic city or City of Itians) here every one is well educated & most of them are Software Engg , they can’t wake in morning no matter what day is today . For them it’s just a holiday…!!!! Luckily I reached to a school, Thank god these kids are here & they know today is ….!!!!

Our respected PM MMS was addressing from the historic Red Fort saying “we are devolving and we will convert the dreams of our freedom fighters into reality” you are absolutely Right sir ji in this 64 year we have changed almost everything no idea what will happen in next 64 year … I will try to get some idea from Abhishek bachchan….MMS, you are the most coward of all Sardars or in PM . Sardars are those Poud sons, who have protected our country countless times. We are so proud of our sighs because sing is king. Sardars are known for their pride and righteousness. However you have proved all that as wrong. You are nothing but a helpless pussycat who is purring up to the legs of Gandhi family. Whole nation can see it, but surprisingly not you..... You ask yourself this question, what kind of person are you. I closed my radio. I am sorry but I do not like to listen/hear reading your speech from your master (Sonia/Rahul / Priyanka /Robert/Kapil /Rajnath..... etc) . Wake up and behave like a Sardar (king). This is your last wakeup call