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Monday, August 25, 2014

!!! I Killed my self!!!



Waoo ; Sounds good--&; I killed my self........!

After working 3+ years in IT, finally i reached at the level where i can say , "Yes" i killed ,my self.....There is no hope to go back and look into the things what i wanted to do with the life, now i am a  robot who works on remote control. During this span of time seen almost most all kind of personality who plays a different role at different time,based on the situations & there selfishness.
                                                                                     I was thinking to get what i wanted & consider the fact that time never stops , world continues & life goes on,we need to grow. but in the recent days ,don't know what happened i wanted to stop & don't want to move on as well as grow UP...!
                                                                                                                                 Started asking this question to my self that , what happened that, i killed my self, who forced me to do this...unfortunately no answer from my soul........
                                   


Khud se khud ki ladai

Agar ye sapna nahi to kaya hai, khudi me khud  ko dekhta hu...

lekin phir bhi kabhi khud me khud ko nahi dekha pata ...

Agar ye majak nahi  to to kya .. sapno me bhi sapnoo ki duniya me rahata hu ...

Un sare sapno ke sach hone ke sapne me jita hu,..

Agar ye sapno ki lahar nahi hai to kya hai ..

khud se hi khud to bana kar; khudi se khud to mita kar , khudi me mil jata hu ....


Agar ye khud se khud ki ladai nahi to kya hai ...

Jagana to chahta hu par magar dar hai ki apna sab kuch kho dunga..


ab karu to kya karo ,isme bhi koi sak nahi ki khud to kho kar,maine khud to pa lunag..